w ell what another week of hell its been really missed my son last week it was only the 2nd week of a trial that were running with his wanker dad. i am hating it couldn t stop crying sunday , monday was in a right foul mood , then cheered up slightly tuesday when got him back. then at work PAT tester turned up at a really busy time [in a hairdressing salon] well he decided to move a full cupboard and broke the leg off then unplugged the steamline machine and then it decided it wasnt going to come back on. then one of the staff decided to tell me she was 5 months pregnant, i mean how could you not know. well amongst other personal things thats all i need . I am trying to be really positive about things and christmas well its hard when shit things keep happening to you. I came home tonight and there was a letter waiting for me from the CSA wanting me to sign to say my son sleeps there 9 days so he can get away with paying me less . well that didnt take long must have got on to them as soon as we got out of court.Well i just dont know how much more stress i can take before i end up in the nut house. Please i just need a break and for things to run smoothly for a while i have just had 5 years of shit i think i have suffered enough. But having a moan on here is good release . to know that people read it and have opions helps too.xxx